net irde

you don't need to know 
me anyway not online 
not like that 

you have your own  
life to live 

while mine is still 
on back-order 

sed sed

i sed "you saved my life"  
she sed "i saved your mind" 
all pristine, there on her 
waste cab pedestal 

no one is accepting  
nothing now 
no how 
us what i heard 

they gotta condition 
preemptively diagnostic 
attrition sensitive 
star theta 

nocturnal and territorial 
hunters of prey 

bat seizures reported 

team spirit at an all time 

damn our oneness 
you're using me 
and giving nothing 
back, like i were 
a whore - and 
not a very skilled one 
at that 

ego dysfunction 
traps here 

your syndicate has attempted to 
 call my people
whenever you know what i mean 

you really should 
sign your work 
goddess 

data circuit

intensity strobe
all the boundaries 
were clearly defined
a sink there 
a emitting source 

black bag

i have a black bag
in it i keep 
a lipstick and 
the dildo you left
on the floor 
next to my bed
on that June day
before the planned 

 trans-national expedition

i have a black bag here
and in it i keep some things
it's full to overflowing
memory of you

 it was a disaster, of course

they had us surrounded with 
death and ash - I was fighting
for something i'm very very 
sure of
you know
you

 and some others, of course

i'm not the psychoactive you 
are afraid i might be
the one you need

i don't trust you
and you don't respect that
i guess you just haven't been
down quite that far to get it

 we're scavengers, of course

you seem to think that's a joke
and you never would say a few of
the more important things that 
someone in the position you claim
would certainly have communicated

you are a death trap all naive
in your glorious regalia

i have a black bag