To

it's what you don't know you know 
that's important and 
the girl behind the cat 
knows everything 
although 
they say that in sweden 
anything is legal if you 
call it medical research 
 
know you that what you think  
you know stands between you 
and wonder 

i am defiled 
every aspect of my being  
of which I have been aware 
is tainted now 
with some 
substance not my own