not supposed to be

he said
"i'm not supposed to be here"
over and over and 
it was true, 
in the end

nothing i could do would make her happy
nothing she would do could me me happy
very zen

don't none of you know me
you don't know me at all

don't none of you love me
regardless last fall

it's what she feels is nothing
it's what she says is unspeakable

i'm gonna bake my sheet music, woman, 
in an american pie

okay, well, perhaps that's just 
a bit beyond the boundaries that you

spoke of