hoo doo yoo

tink yer tawkin to: g?  

need it now, hunni
right now

and it's gotta be here 
i don hae no weah elz t'go

strangers int t' wire 
tinning

it was just a pulse of light
 don't worry 
noone seena ting
chime

doan worruh noahn seena ting 

hoo doo yoo tink

gaht tah gaht tah

and some times i love you 
and some times i love you 

and some times i hate you 
and some times i hate you 

and always i want you
and all ways i want you

me love you long time 
 but
you too freaky for me

me love you long time 
 but
you too freaky for me

(invisible girl)

(left the door ajar last night)
(she was here)
(i know she was)

we will
speak of this to no one 
she said
you were
never here
and i was
never here
this never happened 
not even in a dream so

when it does it will
have never before 

and you may 
remember this 
some day in
some way that
you don't expect
now cause well
you know things 
change all the
time cause 
change is the 
only constant in
this world
if you know 
what i mean 
by this world
where i want
to see you 
for awhile
perhaps this 
tuesday after
lunch but 
there will be 
no moon
visible
so no
it couldn't 
possibly work 
like that 
could it 

(invisible girl)
(she was here before dawn)
(left the door ajar)
(but we will speak of this to)
(no one)

retouch

not retouched
but retouching

adding dimension 
or dementia

revisionist 
 reclassification
ofis a
sore subject

sound caries 
even in 
 the thick moist air
of late spring

night things and 
 glowing buildings

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cavorting

with disembodied spirits
you found me out
standing in a field
that no one else could 

it seems 

send me secret 
coded messages 
with the phasing 
 of the moon

color is a junction 
between 
 an analog 
and 
 a digital 
system or "universe"

out standing by the
side walk
cavorting w/ the moon

shade

standing in your ghost watching 
electric discharge pattern webbing
the absence of you 

negative real space intersection
limned with a fine glowing dust

standing in your ghost watching
range pulse return delta noise
resembles human speech some nights
some quarter lunar phasing 

a pristine energy field 
where your features were
just a little while ago 
sub-sonic oscillation matrix
that could have been your voice

this is the neural network that
 dials my beeper when you manifest
deep in the silicon forests - 
where drifting trees shelter 
insane magpies, jackdaws and 
 psychosomatic jaybirds

i am just a program 
running with your ghost
the tiny glowing particles
where you just were

the urgency of legend

i'm in luv with a legend 
you stepped into the story
events began to unfold 

swagger jonny
like you mean it
how many million more 
 will it take then
to do what you do
so well

who's counting, anyhow
who's chasing down those
 digits as they drift 

I Came then bearing
 a symbol of peace
I return now bearing 
 pieces of a symbol

and an urgency
 i cannot explain

name no names, belinda

there once was a girl I knew
she said her name was sue
she danced and she sang and 
 she threw her shoe
and who do you think
knew that shoe?

there once was a girl I knew
we called her 'cindy-lou'
she sang and she danced and 
 she threw her shoe 
who do you think 
knew cindy-lou?

this much we all 
 know is true
sunday night 
 at the doin do
the bar man worried bout 
 what she'd do 
with the bright red shoe
 and what she knew 

there once was a boy so blue
 he had a thing for his momma's shoe 
and the next we knew 
 he had dropped that clue 
 the crusty stuff in his sideburns
looked a 
 lot like glue 

skip to my lou my dar-lin.

no snuggling

the nights after the full moon 
i stood on the veranda 
watching the helicopter formations
and listening to the young ones
skirmishing along the edge of
the wooded zone to the southeast

i've been talking to people who 
aren't really here in this 
newtonian space-time and I can 
hear them answer 

it's quieter now - since the
 war ended?  What.  i don't 
really have those answers 
even for you but i do have 
a few things you might 
want or need to know, 
someday sooner or later

i'm over the edge, now 
following the trails you've laid
all unknowing, you say? but 
 i believe in spirit, too
spirit dancing
 spirits gather

i can't be quiet now, i'm sorry
this is too important - to me
 alone
perhaps, but still

you know where i am 
 and you see where i'm going
if you want to know the history
 you know how to reach me

no snuggling she sed
but terri hears with
mesa ayyl 

she tells me how to travel
no loiter there 
pir no spit
nose to wheel
nos feral tao
our creations
wearing all the 
magic talismans
even gotta logo

as

of
pd
we
do

i have ever been

and am only at 
your mercy

thank-you jesus, 
the rapture has come
and i'm still here
I'm going to the church, 
 cause the owner's not  
home and i 
 hear they have some
 rich loot there, brutha!

i saw your mind there
 in a violet glass sphere 
everyone was watching so i 
slipped you in my pocket
and in thinking about it,
 i was glad it was me that 
took you because it could
 have been someone who did
not love you so much as
 they should and i just don't 
think that i could bear it 

for long

this talk of goddesses
 you flatter me a bit i think
 with your foundling illuminator 
and your boot leg habitats

No, I really can't 
i am going to have to let 
you go - i don't think i've
ever done anything quite that
harsh to anyone ever in my life 
and i don't feel i should be 
subjected to this 
anymore.
i'm sorry
i love you

it's just me

there are some problems
with our suggested joining
somewhat beyond the merging
of those our two distinct 
ecologies / like

my hands are 
 not beautiful enough
 to touch you

and
 my mouth dry and sticky
 enough to feel like sand
 on your skin

it's just awkward 
 the way my clothes are
and
 my eyes hurt
besides

light travels

in straight lines
or in waves those
are the choices u
left me with

correct? i should
answer one or two
a or b
colleen
is not a bad word
where i come from

so 
 if i gave my life 
by 
 purest accident
of
 course
then

there were some other
things i was going to say
as well to you - but i 
don't think i can recall
just what they right now
are or will were being
[re:oscilla:er]

iw as go in gt el ly ou 
wh er em yf am il yi sf
ro mi ne ur op eb ut th
is se em sl ik ea re al
ly co mp li ca te dw ay
to do it

secret society

johnny's got two mommy's 
 suzy's got an EM 6 teen
the order of the ewer
 cut daffodils
in water

i'm going away now
i can't stand it
anymore

you have the PGP keys
and all the codes 
 that matter

you'll know it time 
to use them 
 the sky is green
 and there are 
soldiers
 in the streets

emo needy seeking

a hooker with a heart of gold
 no hitting biting  or kicking
 talking dirty is okay
 insults and sarcasm are turnips

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that

i don't know

which is worse 
 the need to say it 
or
 the knowing i'll
 never get the chance

meaybe
 i'm just too tired, 
but
 it seems like to me
you must want to hurt me
pretty badly, Alice

And you, too, Dick and Jane.

I guess that's fair enough - 
  I must have scored a
 point or two of
my own
 at some time 
even though i'll never know
now what it was.

So are we quits with it? 
Are we
 evens and square ?  I
 broke your tryst trust, 
 so you break mine back
and
 now it's ok?
Whatever, man, 
 over's over.

take your formal language and your
five dollar suits with those shiny
patent leather pumps and get on 
along your way to whereever it is
 you're going

I've found mine, 
 or it found me
 and I"m just fine
waiting now for the
 end of it

still seething with 
 words and images 
that burn me inside
 like some kind of 
acid
 you wouldn't understand

I don't care about
 any of it
 anymore
it's
 all like a fog
or
 a fond puppy memory

justanuther
 lie 
painted in your
 body heat
your 
 unique infrared 
signature

your words don't match your actions. 
i don't trust any of you well enough 
for this

i felt wanda 
 didn't cause collateral damage
 but i don't know 
 and probably never will
the kisses i will never forget

thinking now and again

of all those nights 
i waited for you 
alone or with the child
when you never came 

dark time
dark hours

now i'm waiting again
for someone who carries 
your spirit
to come to me
and the songs of 
the Ringer bird and
the Britteny bird
float over the waves
of ocean bass and 
pink sound that 
ground me here

buzzing along in 
flurries of keystrokes
and clouds of words
now fading as the 
code takes hold
drawing me in
holding me 
rapt

strength flows into me 
through my souls and 
fingertips
rocking gently 
inside the 
glassine unit membrane

on a curve 
tangent to
 conventional limits of
 acceptable behavior in
this time and this space
now and now
towonwwontwonowtownwotnotonnoto

i hear voices

like
 people talking
 inside my head
and 
 i think that 
 you are one of them
or 
 one of them is you

either way i
didn't tell the doctors, but i 
thought that you should know
just in case 
 you 
might be 
 wondering why
i'm answering you
or trying to 

somewhere in this
 natural log
 imaginary number
 ecoled fire

can smolder for days
but still not believe 
in the rest of us

and believe me 
when i say that
i probably did
not mean that 
like it may 
have sounded

/X/tmp/0r1z4710n "extemporization" 
from the English root word t.

as in
  ln(t-sub-i)? 
return(u:ei) : 
or n

"cavorting"

speaking of numbers
i'm thinking of some 
more properly "terms"
equi mous

coarse terms of 
 gutteral tone
an animal growl

sorry, it's just 
the daemons again
WR|W_9\W w= = + +s s
PHJISV

in the temple of midnight

countin down
the eve of seein
two score eleven

i cast a fire on the altar
dispelling the crypt-light 
as lemon crawls across the 
surface of the sea about a
thousand miles away and is
closing fast

nevermind all that
movvin right along
down to funky town 
along da riverbank
and the lapping of 
the currents gains
slimey stone walls 
the dirty smell of 
waters moist chill 
sinks in

The One Being

yes i'm stalking you, 
have been since before 
we met
i know your every move, now
that's how i found you here
you only see me when 
i want you to

nop layer